I empathize. Nearly had my first (motor) bike accident in 19 years recently. On the Bonneville, in a gravel parking lot, ready to pull out. Looked left, then right, and forgot to look left again. Came within a whisker of being T-boned by a huge Ford pickup. Slammed on the brake, put my left foot down, conveniently into a pothole in gravel. Came down with Bonnie on top. Wrenched left ankle, but nothing else (except feelings of idiocy). Cheers for a quick recovery!