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managed to get through it ok - normal gwEm service is resumed! i'm this way almost every birthday, its just as well i have some good mates to big me up. this year was a bit different though, since my grandmother's funeral is today (day after my birthday) and so its put things into perspective somewhat with the limited time we have available to us in the world.
on realistic consideration though, you guys are entirely right, it seems like i have another five years or so to persevere with my music. i just write what comes naturally, as i hope lead my life, no plans to sell out.
i'm really happy that so many people on this forum are older than me and live by the same set of rules, apparantly with fruitful results!
rock and roll, and a toast to everyone.
we must really hook up for a jar or two in the next 12 months.